Thursday, August 27, 2009

Hiking 9990 and lessons learned



Kim, Brooke and I decided that we would spend Bryce's birthday hiking up to his favorite place in The Canyons. That would be 9990. From there,Bryce would climb up the last tip of the mountain and snowboard in the back country off the top. We took his phone and played the Modest Mouse song he loved...World At Large. ( If the world's at large, why should I remain? ) This is what I learned: when we got off the gondola and onto the trail, we missed a point and found ourselves at the bottom of the chairs that take you to the top of 9990. We looked up and knew that if we followed the chair lift we would make it to our destination. It reminded me of standing at the entrance of the Empire State Building and looking up to the top. I told Brooke and Kim...you are crazy. There was no trail and it was very, very steep and far away. They started anyway and so I followed and slowly we assented to the top. The view was amazing. We sat in silence for some of the time. Just thinking and listening to the World at Large. Life is so much like that hike at different times in our lives. We think ...no way can I do that. But then we start and we take it a day at a time and we come to a point where we know we have arrived/ made it. It is a great feeling--on top of the world kind. The hike on Bryce's birthday was very symbolic for me as I feel I have arrived at a turning point in my life. I am ready to move on. Yipeeeee. Happy Birthday Bryce. I don't know if they celebrate in heaven but we had a great time here.

2 comments:

Unknown said...

Thank you for writing that lesson on your blog. I will have my kids be sure to read it. I hope Bryce was aware of all the thoughts about him on his birthday (and every other day of the year).

Karen said...

Hi Wynette,
Carrie from Redlands High told me about you. I am so sorry for the loss or your precious son. He looks like a truly wonderful young man. I know you must miss him terribly. We lost our son last year. Devastating for us and our life will never be the same. We share the hope of Heaven, though, and a reunion some day.
Hugs to you and your family. I know it hurts.